if only

if only i were the master of my dreams
i would choose that you never appear in my
the momentary joy
the illusion of happiness
the temporal assurance
vanishes as dawn sets in

and in the light of the day
i know that promises have been broken
tears have flowed
the heart have struggled
they are merely pieces of broken glass
never to be pieced together again

and so if only i could
i would
blocked you out of my dreamworld
yet even this
seem impossible

if only...