if you could see me now

i wonder what Cecilia Adhern wrote in her book..if you could see me now...maybe i should really go get a copy of the book...but the title alone triggers thoughts....a whole bunch of them

but imagine..that the book would be about..loosing someone to death perhaps? i know i can go Google it..but right now..i rather not know perhaps (FINE! i Googled..a movie is coming out soon too..apparently, and its about an imaginary friend)

my version of - if you could see me now, would probably sound more like this...

if u could see me now
you'll be proud of me
you'll know that deep down inside i never changed
i am still the me you know

yea ... ok ..i can't go on...